I Became the Younger Sister of a Regretful Obsessive Male Lead - Chapter 132
Translator and Editor: Effe and Nabi
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Chapter 132
If there was a place that was somehow connected to the outside world, I could call Oscar and Damian with a whistle.
As I carefully put one foot in, my foot completely disappeared, as if my ankle had been cut off… no, it was so black that it seemed to have disappeared. Even though I got goosebumps, seeing that the foot I pulled out was safe, I didn’t think it was dangerous.
“Well, there’s no way Luci left anything dangerous.”
With that thought in mind, I gained courage and carefully put my body through the gap. The space that looked black from the outside was quite spacious when I went inside.
Shall I say that it was like a subspace that I had only heard about?
The unpredictable space was filled with antique ornaments. As I moved slowly, every time I moved, it felt like the floor was somehow moving. I soon stood in front of a cabinet that was taller than I was and inspected what was inside.
“…A coffee cup?”
Several unmatched coffee cups were displayed. Not only that, but it was full of forks, knives, teaspoons, and small plates.
That, too, was just unmatched.
“What is all this?”
I took a small step and looked inside the lined display cases. Then, I found something I hadn’t seen in a very long time.
“Are these the forks and knives I used as a child…?”
Forks and knives with pottery-roasted rabbits and dainty cutlery were familiar.
From then on, I felt strange. The contents that filled the display case to the side were familiar. I was even very surprised when I saw the nut cookies I baked and gave him as a child displayed in boxes.
“Why didn’t I eat this and put it here?”
And when I saw the letter opener stored in the box next to it, I couldn’t help but think that all of this was related to me.
After seeing that the dress I wore during the debutante was hanging there, she couldn’t go inside anymore and stood in front of it for a long time, then hurriedly moved my steps. I checked as I moved quickly.
“Are these all used or given by me?”
I couldn’t believe it. It was like my own historical museum, where there were records since I came to Leon Family. Even the emerald dress I had worn the first time coming here and the pink ribbon I had worn at the time were all there.
“…This can’t be normal.”
No matter how much he wanted to know everything about the person he loved, this was too much.
“This…”
Near the end, what I found were fashion dolls that looked just like me.
I got goosebumps when I saw the dolls wearing the dresses I had seen on the way here, sitting in the display case.
When I swung around in circles while sweeping my arms, as soon as I felt that I was standing in a place where there were only objects full of my traces wherever I looked, I thought of the original story for the first time in a long time.
“There is Another Doll Living in the Dollhouse…..”
In the original story, Lucian imprisoned Noah and shackled him.
As I remembered that, I gently brushed the nape of my neck. Of course, I thought that was a bit off? Well, I guess that was overthinking too.
“Whoa, I thought his affection for me was deep, but I didn’t think it would be this much.”
I thought I was second to none in my love for Lucian…
“He seems to have a basic talent for being a fan?”
As I was nodding in admiration at the unexpected appearance, someone burst in.
“Ray!”
“Oh, Luci…”
Lucian, who was breathing urgently, stopped for a moment with a surprised face and looked at me. He looked angry, as if he would come running right away, and immediately looked around me. I could see the slow movement of his golden eyes. Finally, he stared at me, standing in the center of the display stand, and slowly moved.
He trudged, fixed his gaze on me, and slowly approached me. Still, if it looked leisurely and overbearing, like a predator chasing its prey, or is it just my illusion?
No, I thought I knew a little bit now.
Seeing his true face, which he often unintentionally revealed, it was easy to recognize. In case I was surprised and then ran away, he thoroughly hid it. So if someone asked me if I was not nervous or if I was not scared, I would answer like this.
I was more afraid of dying in his indifference.
It was far better to die in love like this. Even if I died, if I could die with his heart, wouldn’t that be better?
As I thought so, my fast-beating heart calmed down.
Lucian, who was finally in front of me before I knew it, cupped my chin and lifted it up. Golden eyes full of madness ripped open at my eyes as if they were about to dig into them. When I was caught here, I seemed to be curious about his thoughts. If I could see one, I thought I could get to know all of him.
“Ray.”
He put my name on the tip of his tongue and called me very sweetly. However, his eyes were still full of madness, and at first glance, they seemed ferocious.
“How did you get in here?”
“There is a gap.”
“Why would you walk around when you’re not even healed yet?”
“I’m fine now.”
“I see.”
He seemed to be asking a conscious question. Nonetheless, it seemed that he still liked that I was standing in this space, as the slightly raised corners of his lips were proof of that.
The golden eyes that had disappeared from madness were filled with joy.
“Did I use all of this?”
His eyes sunk deeply at my question. He asked again, staring into my trembling eyes.
“Why are you here?”
“…So, are you offended?”
It’d been like this these days. If I asked something, he would answer with a question.
“If it makes you uncomfortable, are you going to throw it all away?”
“….”
This time he was using the right to remain silent. It seemed that this didn’t change with age.
“You’re not answering again.”
“…That’s why I told you.”
“What?”
“I will give you affection deeply and persistently until you run out of breath and ask for help.”
When did you say that… Oh, I thought he said something like that when we first kissed, but that was what he meant?
Lucian, who was looking down at me, grabbed my waist and pulled me tight. In an instant, I had no choice but to tilt my head further back. He also tilted his head to make eye contact with me.
“I can’t help it even if you say no now. I don’t even want to hide it anymore.”
“…What are you hiding?”
My heart was beating so fast that I barely asked. It was because it felt like my heart would jump out if I opened my mouth wrongly.
Lucian let out a sigh and whispered at a very close distance where our breath was touching.
“My true heart that I want to show you. I love you so much that I want to take out my heart that loves you and show it to you.”
“…Luci.”
My heart beat like it would burst at every word he said. In the end, my heart seemed to explode inside my body, and my whole body became the heart. As I stared intently at him with a face flushed with heat, he raised his lips showing if he was happy to see me like that.
“Someone said that what I do is not love.”
What if it was not love, what were we doing?
“They said it was a disease… An incurable disease.”
Did that mean we were not normal?
I wanted to respond to his words, but I couldn’t open my mouth anymore. My body felt hot as if it had risen in heat, and our lips clung to each other like honey. Lucian continued as he patted my ear with his fingertips. It didn’t look like he was expecting an answer from me, either.
“Ray.”
The hand that had been touching my ear moved slowly and pressed my lips.
“Even if you die, die in my arms.”
Every word he said seemed to pierce my eardrum and pierce the heart.
“Even if you die, I won’t let you go… Even if you say no now, it’s too late.”
He finished his words and showed his relieved expression. Perhaps it was what he really wanted to say, he smiled brightly with a relieved face.
His smile was my favorite in the world.
As I opened my mouth to answer, his thumb came in.
“Don’t answer anything.”
He went through my mouth with his firm fingertips and continued talking while touching the tip of my nose.
“Just…”
He brushed past the tip of my nose.
“Open your lips and let me in, so that I can reach the deepest part of you.”
He was saying that while already opening my lips with his fingers. He whispered like a plea, but his eyes were almost menacing. When I thought that this was his sincere face that he had been hiding from me, my heart swelled.
Was what we were doing not love? If so, we both have an incurable disease.
I really liked the fact that we were not alone, but two.
I lifted my heels and parted my lips as he asked. Then, showing that he had been waiting for it, he rushed at me, supporting my head. His tongue came out first and licked my lips, then penetrated deeply. It was an unstoppable movement.
As Lucian held my head tightly with his fingertips and tugged at my waist, I clung to him as well, barely standing on my toes.
When I opened my eyes, which had been closed for a moment, hot eyes poured out on me. Looking into the blazing yet cold metallic eyes, I smiled without realizing it.
It occurred to me that there was no love more perfect than this.
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blackwhitemocha
happy for them 🥹
Leyira
I like this. It’s better than reading about someone constantly rejected and told that there’s something wrong with them, and them continuously pushing themselves on someone who doesn’t want them. Even if this is clearly not “healthy”, they are puzzle pieces that fit each other. If they are both happy with it, then I am too.